I guess nobody ever told you...

All you must hold onto
is you
is you


Erykah Badu gives me some sanity. Another whacked-out spiritualist Pisces like myself helping me sift out Friday. More bullshit agencies. Oh, they are PISSED off when I say I'm not interested in Finance or Real Estate!

"Well, how do you KNOW you wouldn't like it?" asked Ms. Strauss (with nary a waltz in sight.)

Um, because I have a SOUL, that's why. I don't give two rats asses about people buying and selling money.

Same thing with job interview #10, it's a holding company with cyclical mandatory overtime I don't get paid for. I would just be sitting at a desk all day anticipating someone's needs. I need the money, but the idea of 2 weeks out of a month every month getting home at 9 or 10 pm at night will seriously hurt my health. Let's see if they take me. Maybe I'll like the money, stick it out for a year or six months, and find another job after that. I don't don't don't like the sound of it.

In other news, I was supposed to volunteer at a skating competition, but due to my back pain, was unable to get out of bed. I feel like a hammer was wedged in my shoulder blades. Not good. What is this lower back pain everyone talks about? I get it from the neck to the shoulder blades to right above my hips. What's with that? So much for my $500 mattress. I keep seeing this ad for the Tempurpedic mattress, maybe that will be my next purchase? Is there anything that could make my body stop beating itself up? Just one respite, please.

Plus the fact that I took Friday off, I just don't care. I was tired and in pain. It's just too much.

I don't want to be at this company anymore, but should I jump to one of these crap places? I'm in a bind. Continual unhappiness is really taking it out of me.