Update

Well, I haven't blogged lately because 1) the stress of my situation; 2) I love facebook much better; and 3) I've really had nothing to say.

Dad's anniversary passed. It's been eight years since I lost him. I know he 'visited' me because I had the normal wave of sadness come over me on Sunday when I thought of him. It usually happens--an overwhelming sorrow without tears, just a solid grief. I believe that's what he felt in his last years. Letters I've kept proved just that.

As for my job situation, the money at the tutoring school isn't great, but I'll take it. $10 an hour is about as good as it gets, plus it's a 1099 situation. I get paid ALL of it right now and will most likely work full time in the summer. Con Edison has a hiring freeze, they told me to call back in about one month. First time they've had a freeze since the early 90's from what I was told. Proof that this economy sucks.

Mercury retrograde ended, and what a DOOZY it was this year--my cell phone, coffeemaker, tv remote and clock all conked out. Mercury rules communication and electronic devices and Gemini is always a pain in the ass. It's hot, it's cold and back and forth...just get me to July, I'll be much happier.

So that's pretty much that. Just keep praying that I find a few part time jobs or at least one full time to match the tutoring. This landlord is really not kidding anymore. I don't want to lose this place and I don't want to lose my cats...