And...my Kindle died.

So, it's off for a trade-in so I can get my work-at-home stuff up and running. Funny how certain cuntrag people keep thinking that I am in no way doing anything to improve my lot in life.

Hard to do anything down here with no car, and this community is one you go to AFTER you made your money, not before. I have been rejected numerous times due to "overqualification." Exceptionally difficult to go from a non-profit experience at almost $50k per year to minimum wage, but that is the South!

Certain deranged people are also unaware that I am still meeting plenty of women and men in my age-range that have not recovered from the recession, despite many degrees and previous work experience. It must be so nice to be able to sleep with anyone that comes along and have great bj technique in order to catch a man and keep him, despite full-blown mental illness. And the man certain mentally deranged people chose used to be on heroin, no? Stop throwing stones. The facts of everyday life are simply not there.

With my fibromyalgia, PCOS, 3 cancer scares, Con Ed pushing 200+ of us OFF the test roster (despite having passed), it's so easy to make fun of me and bitch how my mother (and my now non-existent savings) must help support me. Did certain people know that Kim, Chris, Donna and Ed are in the same boat? We are all in our 40's, and are just barely getting by. We are all back with our parents, grandparents, and unable to get divorced, piled up in houses that only were meant for one family, not 3 generations. This is my reality. Despite what certain people say, I will endure. I always have. I am also looking into amazon publishing. Tricky, but then again, I'm a helluva writer. Time to figure out how to put some of these incredibly unbelievable (yet all too true) stories down on paper.

And today my kindle up and crashes. Where I had all these links and job ideas. School's out, so nothing there until next month. Etsy is promising. Even Sheena wants to get up on Etsy. I hope she does. Her candles are great. So nice to have my oldest friend back. Certain people never met Sheena during the 90's. Oh, oversimplification! Know 1/16 of the truth, throw in a few embellishments and a few lies, and POOF! You have the newest, most cherry-flavored version of the "truth." Oh, certain people haven't really been in my life since 2002. Recession didn't affect you, why would it when certain people (let's go by CCP for short) have a man to support them and a little job on the side. I believed in working a corporate life (with no union to be had), and THIS is what it got me. After the nervous breakdown, the unending fibro pain, and then judgment of CCPs I can't stand. Keep it up, CCPs. I know the truth and all its details. You don't. You're not here. You weren't a help, just a hindrance. 22 million americans know what I'm going thru. I trust them. Not you, CCps.

I think of Bela Karolyi's famous quote: "I'd like to personally shake the hands of my enemies. They drove me further than any friend ever could."

And hello, new readers! My original 100+ are back, plus newbies on Google+? I hope so.