Like, wow. It's still raining, but not in my heart. Yes, I've jumped back into the dating pool with both feet. I've just decided I need to get out there, and things are looking up. Or maybe it's all a delusion. RD has no faith in me, but that's just his way.
New people and the allure of the Christmas season is kind of strange, but I feel like I got a jump on my January. New Year's resolutions are actually being worked on now. I've joined the gym to conquer the chunk I call my hips, I've cut the Jessica Simpson messy hair, I'm seeing yet another doctor to conquer the hormonal hell, trying to sleep more, and basically being thankful for the new people in my office. These are good hires, thank god. If I start now, January won't be the tip of the mountain from which I'll fall. Change is inevitable and change is good.
Yes, if you're too open-minded your brains will fall out, but there's also that sense of just taking a chance. One step, one day, one moment at a time, and that's all it takes. Maybe it's not all a conspiracy to bite my head off. Maybe it could be something for me to look at from a different angle. Acting, not reacting? Wow, there's a thought.
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